This was a “challenge” book. I wouldn’t particularly have chosen to read a book about the problems posed by being a fat teenage girl: I could write my own book on that subject. Having said which, it was quite interesting to read about the beauty pageant culture. $200 to enter a competition for schoolgirls! And this was in 2015, so I assume that it’s more like $250 now. I don’t know how true to life the book is, but the beauty pageant was considered such a big deal that all the entrants got the day before off school to prepare for it. I can just imagine my old headmistress’s face if a load of girls, or even one girl, had asked for a day off school to prepare for a beauty contest. Furthermore, it was lovely to read an American teenage novel set in the South (Texas). In my day, they were all set in either New York/New Jersey or California, and the rest of the US never got a look in!
The book also introduced me to the concept of “mums”, which are apparently a Texan thing. “Mum” was originally just a shortened version of chrysanthemum, because girls would wear chrysanthemum corsages for “homecoming”. But now people wear big OTT things with decorations and even teddy bears attached. Also, apparently it’s a thing for girls to ask boys to school dances, not the other way round. But they can’t just ask. They have to wear fancy dress or bake a cake or something. I’m sure it can’t have been like this in the ’80s and ’90s.
Anyway, the idea of the book is that the unfortunately-named Willowdean is a very overweight teenage girl, whose mum (mum as in mother, not mum as in chrysanthemum attached to teddy bears) runs the local beauty pageant, with which the whole town is obsessed. In the year that she’s sixteen, Willowdean, together with three other girls all considered unattractive for various reasons, all decide to make a point by entering. But so does Willowdean’s glamorous best friend, whereupon the two of them fall out. We also keep hearing about how Willowdean’s beloved auntie died of being extremely overweight, which is rather miserable.
Willowdean is disqualified from the competition for breaking the rules, which avoids the author having to show her either winning or losing. The competition includes the girls parading in their swimwear, which I’m not sure is entirely tasteful for 16-year-olds to be doing in front of an audience. However, she gets a very handsome sporty guy as a boyfriend, and has another guy chasing after her as well. I assume that this was the author being positive. In my experience, handsome sporty boys do not go after fat girls. Sorry, but they don’t.
I was assuming that the book would end with Willowdean becoming really confident about everything, and everyone in the town realising that you didn’t have to be slim to be pretty, but it didn’t, really. Willowdean was never really not confident, apart from worrying that people would think it was weird for a good-looking boy to be going out with a fat girl. Anyway, she and her best friend made up, and she stopped worrying that people would think her relationship was weird.
It was a nice idea. But being a fat teenage girl really isn’t very nice, because it’s very hard to be confident when the world is so negative about you. And that was in my day, before social media and everyone sharing photographs of anything and everything. As for beauty pageants. I remember when Miss World was as big an annual televised event as the Eurovision Song Contest, and I always thought it was a bit of fun. But the idea of making such a big deal of a beauty pageant for schoolgirls, held in public with a big audience, isn’t something with which I’m 100% comfortable. But, hey, each to their own!
I’ll get back to the historical novels now :-).